♥ Scribblings of Hers

Sing-A-Porific life

2012-01-16T15:22:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Being a 'sampat' in Singapore, what can I say, not that bad? It was days before Christmas, all the light decorations there were so beautiful! and people hanging out everywhere enjoying the choirs and stomps' performances. Christmas mood was all over Singapore.

the christmas tree near where I live in Singapore

and then I realised there's a christmas tree for EVERY shopping malls!

street lights

sooo many people here and I was like "omg!" gotta squeeze between them again ><

another christmas tree

this one's actually accompanied by a HUGE 'HEINKEN' wording

again I visited this place again, with friends this time. same angle lol

here went another squeezing between each other

christmas night!

i love this christmas design

especially this, I felt like i walked in a fairytale, they're beautiful but somebody said they're hideous ==

tree full of candies!!

epic face I made ><

Too many christmas trees but I only snapped a few. ><

Ok, next. The biggest part I enjoyed in Singapore was visiting the Universal Studio. HAHAHAHA it's been sooo long I didn't ride on those yelling- non -stop rides xD I love extreme rides though. The technologies and ideas for the rides are just too fantastic! REALLY admirable!

early in the morning

seriously I wanna hug Po so so so much... unfortunately there was a super long queue ><

Madagascar

Castle of Far Far Away!!!

cute neh ><

a nice ride inside in the Mummy section... total different experience!

Sci-Fi city, where we rode the Transformers ride.. ^^ we were so high LOL

hi ya Bumblebee!

Camaro!!

see the red and blue tracks? we rode them both!

there was a delay when we were heading to the exit, after half an hour like that we received FREE express tickets! YESH no need to queue! and we rode the Transformers ride for the 2nd time xD

biggest pizza I ever seen

bye! see u again ><

on the way home..

we were using the travelator and Meizhi was like...

walking on it BACKWARDS toward the coming walkers LOL

Had a great time with friends though. Too many pictures to share. The last time we hanged out was visiting the night safari.

I was super lucky my hp able to snap this dark place... ><

So, while Meizhi and Minghui went back to Butterworth and others back to their usual working life, I just continue to rot at home.

relaxing,eh?

was being dad's maid when mum got back to Malaysia. ><

now I'm just relaxing everyday LOL

Aah... LIFE

2012-01-02T20:00:00.003+08:00

2011 finally ended, what a relief.

Bye bye to all the miseries in my stpm life.

I finally made it through my worst yr i ever had.

no new year resolutions yet, will update about it on the next update.

and share some of my experience here, living in Singapore.

currently, I'm just TOO free. =) *finally playing the sims 3!*

oh, my birthday's in 8 days.

HAPPY 2012 TO EVERYONE !

Singapore!

2011-12-17T11:16:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating right after STPM.

I had fallen sick very badly during the last week of exam.

Thank God I don't have exams during my worst situation.

See the picture above?

That's Singapore.

I've never been there before,it's my very first time in my life to step out of Malaysia.

So, I'm very excited!

Happy that my problems are solved before I leave for Singapore.

Dad said it's really not much different compared to Malaysia.

Well, I don't care.

I'm gonna enjoy my vacation there for a week, after my last vacation on March 2008. ==

Still can't believe I'm visiting this beautiful city!

p/s: I've never thought I would stand a chance in my life to travel abroad. ><

too bad I'm travelling by bus, flights are full ><

Hopefully my family and I can have a safe trip to there.

Well update you guys again. ( nobody's reading this anyway)

Update!

2011-12-07T11:14:00.002+08:00

Ok folks i'm blogging using my HP and i don't know the centre line in html. So i'll be blogging in paragraphs. Just TWOOOOOOOOOOOOO papers left for STPM now *glad* Tomorrow's math paper 2 is gonna kill me!

Ssshhhhhhhhh...... I think i'm on holiday mood already. Of course i'll do my best in my exam. No, i'm not doing my best in exam if i got the holiday mood. Hmm... ><

Can't wait to travel to Singapore, pray that I can sit in dad's car and not bus! Flights are full already >< It's been sooooo hell long since I last travelled in March 2008.

p/s: won't be updating much on Facebook.. Switching to Tumblr.

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Er...

2011-12-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

I'm halfway finishing my STPM now. How was it? Erm.... I'm not as smart as everybody think but I might be as stupid as what you guys might think I can be. So I don't expect much from my exam, just at least all Cs will do (yeah I know that's a lame result but that's how bad I am). To be honest, there's a high chance that I might fail my Chemistry, not that I've too underestimated myself. Why?

1) my Chemistry basics sucks.

2) I did not focus on this subject.

3) I'm not motivated enough?

4) lazy.

Oh, I might fail Biology too (correction: for sure). Gah, don't even wanna bother about this anyway. (this girl is messing with her future!) Well, it's too late now,no? There's nothing I can do about it, only if I'm more rational and mature enough to work hard for my future.

STPM's a gone case for me, I truly feel sorry for myself and everybody that has been supporting me, especially my dad. But seriously I've been having a bad year, worst year in my life for now. So much of dramas and troubles I've created in school, feeling withdrawn and like a freak among the them. There are few classmates that helped me though. Feeling grateful that we were able to discuss maths together and even stayback for extra classes together. But anyhow, this 2 years of STPM life of mine is going to be wasted. I'm gonna fail in STPM and have to restart all over again as a SPM graduate, probably. Everything was really fast for me, and I admit that I lost all my confidence and motivation to study again. I felt like I'm in a down phase of my life. Yup, I guess i'm considered a problematic student like those who always got sent to the Principal or Discipline teachers' offices. I'm one of them that was always called to see anybody a lot during classes.

I'm having phobia for schooling life now. I still miss my schooling life anyway except form 6. Sorry if I might have hurt your (fellow 6th form-mates) feelings. It's my fault that I caused this. I just can't wait STPM to be over, good or not, I just wanna end my STPM life, I don't care how my future's going to turn out.

Speaking of the life after STPM, I've got SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much to do. So much I wish I don't have to work after the exam while waiting for the result release. But there are roadblocks to my plans. *ish* Will try to solve them one by one.*evil grin*

Plans keep running in my mind these days, I know I should be concentrating on this exam ( I can't 24hrs thinking about the exam,right?) Plans.... PLANS!! I'm just too excited to list them out now. ^^ I WANNA LIST THEM OUT NOW!

Movies list:

- Smurfs

- Inception

- All Twilight movies

- Puss in boots

- 那些年

- Petaling Street Warriors

- Alvin and the chipmunks 3

- In Time ( Justin Timberlake!)

- Happy feet

- Adventures of Tintin

-Real steel

- Paranormal activity 2 &3?

- The three musketeers

- Killer elite

- Cars 2

- Final destination (all)

- Spy kids 4

- Treasure hunt

- Cowboys vs aliens

- Horrible bosses

- Henry's crime

- Dylan dog

- Fast five

- Red riding hood

- Hop

- Faster

- Season of the witch

( couldn't remember more... but who cares anyway?)

To learn list:

- Cooking?

- Piano

- Guitar perhaps

- Photoshop

- Photography techniques

- Sewing ( don't laugh at me!)

- Make-up?

To do list:

- Visit Singapore!

- Buy gifts for mama and my hubby.

- My wife's birthday present.

- hanging out with my wife.

- Clean my room

- New hairstyle?

- Lose weight

- Paint my nails?

- Snap! snap! snap!

- Relax

- DIY

- get my face treated

- be happy and healthy

- Taekwondo!

- Badminton
- change my blog skin

- jogging with my hubby

- hanging out with my brother

- paktor!

- collections of photos

- get ALL my watches alive

- download lots of songs

- blog

- hanging out with 740 friends

- jalan-jalan cari makan (heh!)

Visits (penang) list:

- Picnik cafe

- Chai diam ma

- Post cafe

- Fullhouse

- Behind 50

- Amelia cafe

- that colourful old buildings somewhere nearby UMNO building

- any special-themed cafes

Visits (Singapore) list:

- Universal Studio

- Singapore Lomography Gallery Store

- any place worth taking pictures

I guess that's all for the lists now, still more in my mind, though. Sorry I bored you again.

深思？

2011-11-17T13:17:00.002+08:00

很多朋友考完SPM后，就去了学院/大学继续升学。

有些读biotech啊，psychology啊，engineering啊还有很多。。

毕竟是曾经同班的朋友，曾经一起拼过，一起打过战。

每当看到他们的profile就会想，我呢？

要踏入这几个科系真的有那么容易吗？

可是对我来说就是那么难，因为他们都是私专的？

有钱就可以了？

还是我太看小自己？

不是想说连成绩较不理想的也可以去读engineering之类的，可是看到自己还踏不出脚步，

心里总会觉得有些难过的。。。

比如说，我觉得自己很没有资格读biotech,psychology，因为我的化学很差，心理态度上也不好，

可是那些很明显态度上和学业上没什么好的真的去报读这些科系。。

我不想当engineer，所以放弃了物理，但是看到大部分读这科的都是以前在后面班的同学（不是想针对你们），

都很拼，很努力。。

妈就说我了，当初继续读物理不就没有问题了咯。。。

说得有道理啦，可是。。。

我真的不知道该怎么去想。。。

我知道我不应该拿以前来跟现在比较，人是会进步的。。。

有时候真的需要比较来做决定啊。。。

就算看个人兴趣，我没资格上国立大学读我要的科系。。。

要看国立大学还是要看私立大学才算自己有资格呢？

我根本不知道自己有什么资格去读哪一科。。。

有兴趣但没有资格，要拼也没有那股推动力了。。

我现在是不是比其他更糟糕？我这么认为。

我真的有那么地失败吗？

离大考还有3天，考完后也不知道这个烂成绩能申请什么。

要20岁了，我应该继续以烂的成绩往前走，

还是从新来过？去拿diploma?pre-u?

觉得自己比其他人还要烂几百倍。。。

跳海算了。。。

What to do after STPM?

2011-11-01T18:03:00.001+08:00

First of, I'm not gonna write in list this time, I feel bored myself and don't even wanna read on the list I posted. Now, I just wanna express myself NOT this way, depends on my current mood,maybe. Oh well, I wanna write whichever way I want.

1. Workout

Like, seriously, I'm SO flabby. I hate my big fat tummy and flabby thighs. I hate my fat arms,too. Seeing old pictures of myself, even my FACE is so round now. My self-esteem went so low, I can't stretch my muscles nor kicking high. Can't wait to feel the adrenaline rush in my veins and a clear mind.

2. Play the Sims 3.

Never feel shy to say that I'm a big fan of The Sims. I played all versions since I was 10. I don't know why, playing this game is like time-travelling. I never get bored playing this game. Currently installing this game already cause I couldn't resist it anymore. This game takes whole day to install all the expansion packs and add-ons for The Sims 3. Couldn't wait to buy the latest expansion pack!- The Sims 3 PETS!

3. Lomo-missions.

I've been having ideas for my lomo-ing projects on my own. Jotted down in a list and excited to start right away after STPM. Don't wanna post it here yet until I've finished them one by one.=) I love lomo! Gonna improve my lomo skills on these projects!

4. Vacation.

Oh did I mention that I'll be away from this country after STPM? Hehehe... Let me reveal that the destination will be.... SINGAPORE! Gosh it's been years since I last traveled out of Penang here in March 2008. That's almost 4 years! And, this will be my first lifetime experience to travel abroad (yeah it's a lil' bit late). Hopefully, I can travel with my hubby (since my family has already known him-that's another part of my good news!).

5. Spending time with my hubby.

Really feel sorry for him that I can't meet up with him most of the time. HAHA! I'm making a list of activities we can do together (play with Barbie dolls!) too. I wanna watch movies, go to the beach, slack around, jalan-jalan cari makan with him!

Hmm... Seems quite few to do after STPM,huh? Nah, I still got Photoshop to learn! Anyway, I REALLY REALLY REALLY want a DSLR. (not because of the trend,please!) The model I wanted costs around RM3800 for the whole set. *sigh* As a 'boros' daughter, I also need a new smarphone (RM900) cause my phone's being faulty which pissed me to the max.

Can I borrow money from my dad? If so, how the hell can I payback the money in 2-3 (maybe) months? I don't think I'm gonna earn that much if I work after STPM. Argh,why is this so difficult?

OK I think I'm gonna stop here. Knowing you guys are bored reading this already. *Chaoz~*

Say CHEEEEZE~ (that's my hubby anyway, ain't he looked sweet? awww~)

-taken with Diana, x-pro iso200 film-

FIGHT FOR STPM!

oops

2011-10-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

hello hello again~

sorry if u're reading this blog hardly and uncomfortably..><

this blog's template is still under maintainance...

so,23 days till STPM...

and tomorrow is school's graduation ceremony..

reading a lot of posts on facebook about the heavy feeling of students to graduate..

well, as for me...

i can't wait to graduate, I guess.

not because I wanna grow up and get a life.

I just can't wait to finish my form 6 life~

ah, not gonna show up in tomorrow's graduation ceremony anyway.. =)

miss the beach <3

p/s: started jotting down lots of lists for the life after STPM. xD

OCTOBER!

2011-10-01T23:33:00.001+08:00

1...

2...

and...

ta-daaa~!!!

the Diana Deluxe Kit.

it's mine! like... FINALLY!!

thrilled and it's all thanks to my hubby!!! ><

this is the biggest n most expensive present i ever received...

thank you dear.. <3

so I've revealed this sweetest gift after the last post.

time to say, it's OCTOBER!

well, i can't really play with my cameras now..

off in study turbo mode (finally i found my turbo mode back...in time ==)

so i guess that means...

another update after STPM... (not again ==)

sorry for the long wait ya... ><

Quickie post

2011-08-20T19:25:00.001+08:00

Yup, IT'S HERE!

so stay tuned and wait (ok i think it's gonna be a long wait so never mind ) while I have the chance to explore it... xDD

part of my doomsdays are moving away (hell bye I'd say!) and...

well, I'm HAPPY. =)

(p/s: still got no idea what's with the picture I posted above? ehehehehe... *whispering* tip: it's been what i have always wanted for like... 2 years perhaps? )

oooh more lomo pictures up soon!

will be back RIGHT after STPM trials (nooo!!!)

衰

2011-07-28T11:13:00.001+08:00

这几个月来真的几衰下。。
不懂是我太38还是我真的有够衰啦。。
总之，每天一定有事情发生的！

这句话虽然我重复了很多次，很多时候我都不想在乎这一点。
但是！每当真的有事情发生的时候就会想起这一句。
有时候还会想，我需要每天记录下来所发生的事吗？

怎么说每天一定有事情发生呢？
老实说，我还会记不起来。。
就拿这几天为例子吧：
星期一--> 外婆入院。
星期二-->发现车子的问题严重。
星期三--> 在邮政局白等了一个小时，临时没交通载我去临回我的车。
星期四--〉还不知道，但现在已经有不好的预感。==

还有几个蛮衰的事情发生，车祸啊，家里啊，学校啊，自己啊。。。
唉。。。
我也不想那么悲观的啊，
想起之前较快乐无比的我，我真的哭了。。
最近发生的事，我责怪我自己。
我责怪自己惹出来的祸，我责怪自己没有布施，
懒惰又自私啦。。。==

学业上又遇到大问题啦，我知道自己无药可救了。。
没办法，只好尽力了，以后的事到时才打算了。
是否会一个人留在这里也不管了，要怪也怪我自己好了。
（伤心）

知道自己不应该有时间emo，我也不想的啊，
我真的郁闷到没心读书，只好做些自己喜欢的休闲活动了（拍照，打球）
我真的不想这样悲观下去。。。。><

几乎忘了这一句。。。==

当然，最近觉得自己与班上同学有一些好转。。
话也说得比较多，很感恩他们对我的鼓励，在学业上也很耐心地替我解释自己不明白的东西。
现在在学校惟有不满的事就是那个老师！
很多人都叫我别睬他，但是别人眼中的他是个英雄哩。。==
我不想恨他，我知道是自己有问题他才必须怎么做。
他一直shoot，我就一直忍，我知道自己在game over的阶段。
有人说他不爽我，这我也看得很明显。
因为我的成绩没有进步到咯。。

不管了，只剩下1，2个月的时间，它会过得很快。
我会尽力的！我也不想再悲观下去！加油！

（p/s:最近已经有够衰，之后最好给我发发发！！！雨过会天晴！云过见阳光！）

Under Renewal

2011-07-23T02:52:00.001+08:00

Just trying to make some changes, it's time anyway.

Sorry!